Sunday, July 21, 2019

Abhi to me bacchi ho.

Abhi to me bacchi ho,
Islie ma papa daat dete hai,
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- Shaam me hi cartoon dekhne milega,
- Dosa to Sunday ko hi milega,
- 11bje ke baad TV koi ni dekhega, ,
- Suno ghar 8bje ke pehle ajaana,
- Ladko ke sath mat ghumna,
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Esha hi kuch hisab,
Mere ghar ka bhi tha,
Sochti thi me,
Abhi to me bacchi ho,
Islie ma papa daat dete hai,
Lekin Jab me badi ho jaugi,
Koi ni datega mujhe!
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(After years)
Fir me agai yaha dusre sheher,
Aur Is bar to pehli baar ghar ja ri ho,
Sara din khaugi, TV ke samne so jaugi,
Dosto k sath to din bhar ghumugi.
Kyoki ab to me badi ho gai ho,
Open-minded ho gai ho,
Apna khyal khud rakh hi rahi ho,
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Socha ab to ma papa bhi bade ho gae hoge,
Aur open-minded bhi, kaha wo datenge mujhe!
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To me pahuchi apne ghar,
Plan tha,
Khana kha ke,
Dosto ke sath ghumne jane ka,
Aur fir 9-10bje ane ka,
Sab soch rakha tha mene,
Ab to sab kar sakti ho me,
Kyoki ab badi ho gai ho me.
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To jaise hi mai pahuchi,
Ma ne kaha jao beta,
Naha ke ajao train se ai ho na,
Fir mandir chale jana,
Aur fir hi khana khana.
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Aur jaise hi ma ne ye bola,
Esha laga mujhe me kuch bhool rahi ho,
Me bhool rahi ho,
Ki jab me is ghar me ai thi,
To yaha ke administrator ne,
Kuch,
Terms and conditions sign karwai thi,
Me bhool rahi ti,
Term lifetime ka tha,
Aur condition me,
Likha hua tha -
Tum chahe kitne bhi badi ho jao,
Kahi bhi chale jao,
Ghar ke niyam kanun to wahi rahenge,
Kyoki hamare lie tum,
Abhi bhi wahi hari sabji na khane wali
Bacchi hi rahogi!!!
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Aur abhi,
Raat ho chuki hai,
daat to nahi padi mujhe,
Lekin
TV band ho chuka hai,
Ghadi pe 11 baj chuka hai!!!

Saturday, April 6, 2019

Just the two of us.

The sun was shining bright , 
imprinting its existence on my face ,
through my hairs by the wind.
Far away from the prosaic l, 
We were to explore another adventure out of our lives.
His deaden whispers were slowly making sensation
to my ears and the coldness of my body
drifted me more closer to him.
He was persisting within me,
He was felt through me ,
for his every touch ,
For his every kiss,
for his  every hug ,
for his every dream , 
for his every wish,
for his every clutch , 
for his every fight , 
for his every smile, 
I was living.

Just us travelling alone,
with no burden of lies, 
and no sorrow of our sins, 
with no obsolete thoughts, 
holding hands under the sky, 
where the sun ,the moon, the stars were 
hiding secrets of our past and present.
With every road passing by ,we were collecting
different story to tell and like those birds we 
were destined to go far away from nowhere.
Luring for the days to never separate from us ,
we walked miles to reach another end to save another memory.
Just the two of us !

Saturday, March 23, 2019

In streets of a new city.

It was a sunny day during winters, 
the sun was shining bright, 
waning all the goosebumps away, 
We walked through,
this beautiful fort, 
plunging every art,
exploring every bit,
and about the place, 
I did surmise, how marvellously
one can shape.
Holding each other's hands, 
we clicked,
Generally he clicks , 
I just give a smile.

It was like a normal day,
The Guide was telling all the possible stories about the ruler king and the the legendary queen.
While we did meet new people, 
asking them to take our pictures, in return giving them theirs 
and then thank each other.

since a long time , he was insisting me to buy a saree ,and next to the fort , (un)fortunately
there was a saree shop and the guy outside managed to convince us to visit and give a try.
He did nothing while burdening me with choices, 
because every saree was going with me, as per his judgements.
While in between the owner took the pride, told me -
mam ,this one is looking best on you !
After a while I couraged to shrewdly made a choice and bought one.
 He surely loved it.


Almost half the day was passed, 
Knowing that we were late and tired,
Being very sincere 
he would tell me lets go, but I would cleverly
cling his hand and look into his eyes as to subjugate,just to stay more.
So that we can chase the stars,
while talking about our lives,our ambitions,our future ,and how we will have to make compromises to see this night come true every single day in our lives. 

Thursday, March 21, 2019

Pass-pass

Yes.


pass-pass
A gift that was demanded , so he bought one for me when we met.


After Meeting him for the first time, I was overwhelmed with his gestures and humour, He was no different from others, not stark same as well. We were too candid with each other. 

Showing madness ,being goofy at time,not bothering about others at the cost of our happiness , from enjoying awkward moments to end up laughing on those ,the bond we were sharing was growing strong and unbreakable. .

I remember our conversation we had while strolling along the roads, i was getting to know him more and more , and was slowly transported into his world where being lost was beautiful.

 He completely managed to take me away from all my worries and tensions of life. He gave me an aspiration to do something out of life ,encouraging me to work hard towards my goal. I was being so thoughtful about his unpretentious and benevolent nature. Was his solicitousness only for me or for others too .? 


I wanted to know if he fulfills the criteria of best friend, best person and best lover.
If he will stay forever with me or is here till night.
How could I be so impatient ,knowing the fact he wont unfold everything in just one go.

That day i didn't clicked any picture together , i didn't feel the urge to have a digital memory. Maybe I was busy recalling my old stories and shaping new ones .


I witnessed time was running faster than ever before, i wanted to linger for long but I made my heart strong and shook hands with him and said goodbye ,in that moment I knew the memory of this day would remain forever with me even if i forget the day or date. 


After parting ways I was shouting silently his name because i wanted to thank him for this day.I wished see you again were the last three words uttered by us instead of goodbye.

I wish he would be here.